I wish you cared about me as much as i care about you.
All you had to do was tell me a name… and we could have been together again. But instead of being honest you chose to walk away.
Was one little secret worth our entire relationship? I never hid anything from you.
The only thing you have to do is tell me a name. But you want to keep secrets. So i cant trust you anymore. All i can say is if you want to be with me and you miss and love me like you say you do, youd try a lot harder. Because your not trying at all and im not gonna be the only only putting in any effort to keep what we had. Its not worth it. Ive tried several times and each time im the only one who give any effort. And that kills me. Because i dont know if you really care. How am i supposed to know if you dont do anything to show me. I honestly wanted to be witb you ans grow old with you and eventually start a family. But i think i was the only one who was serious about it. Ive waited for you for you ever since the beggining. And im still waiting.to this day. We were never “official”. And thats all i wanted. A commitment to show me how much you cared. I love you Djb. And i always will. But im tired of waiting for that commitment and i know im not gonna get one while your in japan. So the only thing i can do is let go. Even if its not what i want to do. because i do want to be with you.
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